October 27, 2008.. (written at the back of my notebook)

For the first time, I’m glad it’s not raining.

I love the rain, always had but I’m not sure if I’m going to feel that way about it forever.

I love hearing it as it pours, feeling the quiet persistence of the wind. It’s pretty nostalgic I guess. I remember a lot of things but there’s this one moment I’ll never forget. Everything was just perfect. I didn’t care if I was right or wrong. All I thought about was how I wanted to feel that way forever, how I wanted it so much, how I needed it and how I loved it.

I hope it doesn’t rain because if it does, I’ll just smile with tears in my eyes. It will bring me to that moment then it will bring me back here with nothing but a wish..

A wish for more moments like it…