Defying Gravity..♥

Yes.. I am going to defy "gravity".. my gravity.. my cynicism.
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♥ (for the guy I could have loved..)

How I wish I never left..
How I wish I could have given what you deserved..
How I wish I never threw the chances away..
How I wish you knew the truth..
How I wish I could have loved you more than you thought I could..

If only I could be with you, I won't pretend anymore.
If only I could be near you, I'll let you hold me close.
If only I could hold your hand, I'll never let it go.
If only I could hold you in my arms, I'd keep you safe from everything that will do you harm.
If only I'd be given the chance to love you, I will and always will...

In REALITY..
I see you everyday.. wishing you knew what's in my heart..

I miss you everyday, knowing you'll never feel the same way..

I'm waiting for every chance to talk to you.. wishing I could talk to you longer..

Every night, I think of you.. wishing you're fine..

Though you seem to ignore me all the time, I'll pick up the pieces, make it whole.. and try again.. again and again..

And if you love someone else.. I'll be here just the same..
And just in case she hurts you, I'll keep you, hold you and help you stand again..

And if you fall in love with me, I'll fall in love with you even more.. I'll never let you go.. I will love you more than you think you know..♥
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These are all I have dear.. thoughts, wishes and the smallest of chances..

*sigh* =(