I wanna be loved but I don't wanna be owned

I miss Aleron a lot.

I'm kinda avoiding him these past few days because I feel weird having him around.

It's ironic. I'm not scared of him not liking me back. I'm scared if he actually does.

I'm scared of the things I'm expected to do.. Things I'm expected to believe in. Like.. commitment.. promises.. true love..

And besides, I won't give up what we have right now for anything in any given day.

I don't like labels.

Girlfriend. Boyfriend. = Bullshit.

I love him. And in his own ways, I can feel that he loves me too.

In silence, there's clarity.

I'm loved. I'm not owned. I'm happy.